Chapter 118 - You - Part【4】
Once inside Phobos rapidly steers me into the bathroom and settles me beneath the warm shower that cleanses my stained skin off the blood. There must have been a reason to pour animal blood on me a certain meaning behind it but I am too exhausted to ask him that, I will address this with him later. What I felt when she spread the hot liquid onto my abdomen I can not put it into words yet at this moment I somehow feel energised and renewed which confuses me.
"Are you in pain?"
"Not at all. I feel all right. Are you in pain?"
"If you are all right then so am I." I leisurely turn around to regard my male who is leaning against the door frame his eyes attached to my unclothed flesh and I offer him a fond smile appreciating his love and concern for me. "Will you be all right on your own for around an hour? I have something to discuss with Drakho. I shall postpone the meeting if you feel unstable and need me by your side."
"I am fine, Phobos. Go ahead. I will prepare dinner." He wanders forward towards me and leans to plant a tender lingering kiss on my wet cheek in farewell.
A few minutes after I overheard the front door closing I get out of the shower encasing a towel around my pale flesh that instantly heats my skin. Heading towards the kitchen I prepare a fresh bowl of fruits for Momo whilst getting out the ingredients for supper. I shall make myself something healthy for my womb and for Phobos something delicious that would fill his belly. I pout with a huff of envy, lucky male he can eat all my favourite meals but I cannot even sample it for a few more months.
Wandering towards Momo I notice he is lazing around in his cage not wishing to leave despite it never being closed or locked. He is one spoilt male indeed, but he is what keeps me going every day. Not being able to birth a pup I show all my love to him. Many would laugh or ridicule me on this but what am I to do? I seem to have no other choice and Momo is very adorable that I can resist spoiling him.
Setting the minute bowl into his cage making sure he has picked up at least one piece of fruit with an interest to bite into I walk into my bedroom pulling out some cosy attire for the night. My eyes find the lingerie that I brought from Cronus's pack and my cheeks flush, should I wear it beneath? Phobos said he will feed tonight.
After minutes of debating with myself I choose to not wear anything beneath my garments, he finds it to be hot when I am naked underneath so I shall ignite his passion this way. Dressed in a tight jumper and a loose woollen skirt that reaches all the way down to my ankles I commence fixing supper for the night. There is a slight soreness in my abdomen but other than that I feel normal. It shall surely take some time for me to get past the acute pain I underwent today mentally, but Phobos is there and I know for sure he shall heal me.
Though the time had passed fastly I still finished up with my cooking. I set piping plates of freshly cooked meals onto our wooden table while taking a quick glimpse at the clock nailed to the wall, it has been over an hour and this male has not returned yet. Is this meeting very important? But it is already so very late he can at least fill his belly and then return to Drakho's hut to finish with their conversations. I shall go tell him dinner is ready and return here to wait.
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Hopping into my winter boots I step out of our cottage and travel towards Drakho's house greeting the wolves on the way with a polite smile. They still must be occupied with stocking the winter supplies, I will ask Moira tomorrow if I can help in any way.
As I climb the stairs to the hut I notice that the door of the cabin is slightly open the flickering gleams from the fireplace has me peek inside and discover my male and Drakho sitting opposite from each other with numerous papers scattered over a table that lies in between them. I smile at Phobos who has that serious look on his face a low frown resting amid his brows as he scans the contents of the reports. Now you look like a proper Alpha, don't you?
Before I could disrupt them Drakho's words forces me to pause in my tracks. "Why are you even hunting for an heir from our pack? Is that not to do with Luna I do not understand, Phobos?"
"I cannot give you an answer to your questions right now. Are these all the names of the pups? Did you properly observe them each at their training?"
"Yes."
"I prefer Argus most than others, he is the toughest out of all. He will make a good Alpha don't you think?" I gasp clamping my palm over my mouth to stifle my cry a sense of betrayal filling me up. How could...how could he do this to me? I keep my tears in check closing my eyes to my male's truth. I will not cry, rather I do not wish to.
"He is the best we have yet I do not think Moira will agree to it you know how protective she is of him. I have compiled a list of other potential candidates, I have watched them train they are really good for their age."
"She will understand, it is vital for the future of the pack. The one I ultimately choose I will train him myself and will guide him as if he were my own. I am closest to Argus so I thought he would be the best choice. But I will consider all these pups."
"Then will you consider our pup?" My feeble upset voice has Drakho and Phobos stiffen and instantly stand up from their seats. I shove open the door fully and march in not meeting my male's somewhat widened eyes. He did not expect my presence, I have caught him off guard taken him by surprise right when he was in the process of deceiving me.
"Luna." Drakho bows deep in respect and I ignore his greeting skimming through all the documents reading all the names on the list that has been created on my male's orders. When had he done this? Without my awareness hiding it keeping it a secret from me? When was he going to inform me about this? For how long did he plan this?
I scoff at myself I had been utterly stupid, hadn't I? He did find my barrenness upsetting not as my male but as an Alpha. With a raucous growl, I bend forward and swipe my hands across the table like a crazed female shoving all the papers into the fireplace and watch happily as a few of them burn inside and wither into ashes.
"Theia!" Phobos snaps bitterly at my antics gripping my bicep in a firm hold, he is seething. What I have burnt on purpose is weeks worth of observation, statistics and hard work compiled into diverse documents. I simply shift towards my male my teeth exposed to him in defiance hushed growls thundering through my chest and lift my right palm to mercilessly slap his cheek.
As the racket of my blow echoes through the soundless room Drakho takes in a sharp breath whilst my male's face is propelled to the side and he freezes with surprise. His jaw tenses his chest heaving I could feel the flames of his fire scorching my skin yet he remains still endeavouring to keep his composure and not unleash his wrath upon me. This is pure rudeness from my side and I do not care if he will not tolerate it. He can punish me if he wishes but he deserved it for keeping things from me.
We are not normal mates who met purely my fate, I have known and trusted him since he was a juvenile. I will not allow secrets and lies from him he will be punished just as how he would correct me if I ever did this.
"You are such a good deceiver, Phobos. Always have been. I thought you truly hoped that we could have a pup shortly. I thought you believed in me...in us but look at all this. Today at the ritual you showed how much you love and care for me and for the one I might birth. But what were you doing instead? Training pups that are not your own to become your heir. Why go through all this trouble why not just fuck another female and get yourself a male? That would make your wolves praise you as their Alpha." I spit at his feet turn on my heels and storm out Drakho's home without sparing my male another glance. At the end of the day, you will always prioritize being an Alpha and not my male.
When I hasten into the warmth of my cabin and attempt to shut the door behind me Phobos storms in with an overpowering rage that shocks me. He picks me up in his arms and ruthlessly rams my back against the main door of our cabin. My legs are tightly bound around his waist as he shoves my skirt up and yanks down his pants.
"Fuck another female? How does my mate find it so easy to say such sickening words I wonder?" He taunts me his lips curled back in vehement aggression as he clutches onto my waist with his nails digging into my skin. My male then forcefully jams his bulky erect cock into my soggy cunt in one fluid thrust that has me scream out in pleasure my toes curling in bliss as my walls deliciously stretch to accommodate his mass.
Phobos begins to savagely fuck me against the door his balls spanking my dripping cunt my head banging violently against the door. "If you ever dare to disrespect me like that in front of another I will see to it that I make you cry. Am I understood?" He threatens me elevating those stormy eyes to collide with my aroused ones.
"If you are looking for submission you will not get it from me tonight, Phobos." I stoop down to fiercely sink my teeth into his shoulder calmly watching the wound I created as he bleeds. I am just as outraged as he is.
Phobos gnarls vociferously disapproving of my disobedience as he binds his palm around my neck to harden the force of his fucking and I squeal in surprise, he has never taken me this way before. He has never fed on my flesh right after I have angered him but to be honest, I am loving this more than I should.
"I will make sure that you sleep tonight with red swollen ass cheeks, Theia." He grunts his clasp on my hip tightening as his cock expands within me which shows that he shall satisfy my thirsty cunt with his milky seed in the next few minutes.
"And I will make sure you sleep tonight with bleeding wounds, Phobos." I moan erotically grinding my hips against him meeting his wicked onslaughts in the middle.
"I am hurting with you too. My heart...stings, Theia. I have done this merely as a precaution, there is no harm in being prepared."
"But our male." I fuss followed by a naughty cry that parts my lips for he is proceeding faster going more deeper stretching me to my fullest. My heels settle against his tailbone seeking support for his fucking is truly relentless and vigorous and I am concerned that I shall fall.
"Our male will arrive when he needs to. And if you really wish to know about my true feelings about your infertility then know this. I do not give a fuck what our pack will deem of you, all I have ever cared about till today has always been you. I do not need anything else in my life and I do not care if you cannot give me a family.. All I need to live all I need to breathe in this world is you, my sunflower."